I have full body chills right now. I have not been to my hairdresser since August because I did not have the energy to keep up with my appointments so tomorrow will be four months since I've done my roots. Yes, I'm letting my grey stay! I feel so liberated. I'd love to stop wearing a bra but that's probably not going to go over well when I start my new job so win some, lose some.
Any who, I texted my colorist because I started going to her in 2021 and we became very friendly. She was an open-minded, open hearted lovely woman who also ironically had Pluto in her first house. I'm telling you, I spot Plutonians quick and connect immediately. The Plutonian experience is an incredibly difficult life experience, constant trauma and transformation. If you check your natal chart and see a little P in the house number 1, you will immediately understand. It's DEEP. And we can't fake anything because when we do, we suffer the consequences twice over. Pluto just will not have it and we see right through bullshit; it's not like we asked for this knowing; it's exhausting but it leads you to true soulmates and protects you on a level I don't even understand fully so there is a good side to it. I sent her a little note today letting her know that I was officially going to stop coloring my hair and within this text exchange, she shared with me she makes settlement on November 30th…say what?! She has been trying to find a house for a very long time and at one point she thought she lost her dream home but now she is finally stepping into her dream…and I start my new job on the same freaking day!!!! This is just another one of many synchronicities when you're aligned astrologically. Stars align, PERIOD.
What a year it has been. I've been exhausted, sick, depressed, anxious, alone, and many times seeking a way out of this world. I kept hanging in there, a day at a time and I'm finally starting to feel like myself again, the person I left behind is back and I could not be more grateful to those who stood by me and there are too many to name so I will just say I love you teeny tiny family, immense friendmaly and true, kind community. Most of all, thank you Grace. You keep me alive. You keep me grounded and you're the reason God made me; so, I could bring an AMAZING angel into the world. I love you.
Tonight was the first time in a long time I had the energy to make a home cooked meal from scratch, nothing fancy but it tasted so good because I made it with my love, Gracie pie. I will never put a job before you or my overall health ever again. You saved my life.
Overall Spotify picks of the day:
Please Please Please - Fiona Apple
Red Red Red - Fiona Apple
Oh Well - Fiona Apple
Extraordinary Machine (again, lol)-Fiona Apple
Karma Police - Roadiohead
These songs spoke to me on very deep levels today.
Sundays are a screen free day for us so see you on Monday from the beach, praying my hand can handle some guitar playing for you too ;)
ORGANIC ALWAYS
Dijon Parmesan crusted chicken tenderloins
Buttery, Himalayan Sea salted broccoli
Air fried pearled potatoes with olive oil and Himalayan Sea salt